YES…I’m back from the AMAZING RIVIERA MAYA MEXICO.
However, my brain is still on siesta…so I will post profound thoughts soon.
La La is on her way to Mexico!
Tomorrow I go to the country that warms my body and puts a smile on my soul. As I stand on the streets in Mexico the colors, the sounds, the traditions consume me and I feel complete. I can’t wait to rediscover who I am. Away from phones. Away from internet. Away from responsibility. Away from distraction.
Just Away.
I will follow the advice of my girlfriend in her email to me:
Relax, pray, enjoy, drink, laugh, find quiet time and come home ready to take on the world.
I’m so very excited to take on this world. After all, this is the World According to La La, right?
Hasta Luego my dear friends.
filing failure
i’m typing this post with a sea of papers around me. literally. to-do lists, bills, unopened mail, vacation docs, statements, invoices, post it notes, business cards, bank deposit slips, check stubs, notecards, magazines, etc. etc. . . you get my point. it’s like i’m a failure at organization.
i began to STARE at these and started to feel overwhelmed. how did i let everything get so out of hand?! then it struck me. this tangible whirlwind around me is reflective of the intangible whirlwind of what is happening to my feelings inside. happy, sad, confused, excited, scared, accomplished, naive, confident, alone, fulfilled, failed.
the failure theme seems to keep resurfacing. i think it’s time i organize. it’s time i buy a new box of folders and make space in the filing cabinet. i’m so much more than a sea of papers.
“ I HAVE TO stop feeling like I need a man in my life to make me feel like I’m worth something. ”
-A Cbus Darling typed this to me today.
LA LA: Brilliant!
yikes!…i skipped a whole month…
…from posting anything. can you believe it? i started tumbling july 25th and it is the 26th of AUGUST. how can i be a realiable read?! ugh. i disgust myself…
ok, i won’t go to that extreme…BUT i decided… i’m going to TRY (yes try) to write something profound (depending your definition of profound) on a somewhat daily basis..
i mean i am finding out something old new about myself everyday. strange i’m getting to know myself finally? some of these things about me are amazing and others are not.
so this blog will be a means of finding out about me. YES. I’m using the internet and random readers to do an internal inspection of who the heck La La really is.
I’m inviting YOU to join me in helping me find my voice again.
I’ll tumble for ya.
Tumblr.
Tumblelog.
My life is Tumbling out of control.
This is the start of a beautiful friendship.
Life is full of surprises. Mine just seems to have too many at once.
